OTW, I see you are fairly new, I was once the "crying, begging, pleading, can't live without her" type. Believe me, it get's better. Keep your head up.
Boundaries are key. I will always make time for my kids, but I won't adjust my schedule to fit hers anymore. I am not available for her and it drives her nuts.
Me: 38 W: 32 S10 D6 T: 10 (02/2004) M: 7 (12/2007) Separation 02/2015 OM confirmed 01/2015, D mentioned 12/2014 D finalized 9/2016