determined to overcome this storm

[overcom]

You see what I mean. What I think will encourage him to come back is wrong. I need to learn how to speak to him...
He's the one who said I think I should move out so you'll stop having hopes. And then I agreed. Which I completely don't agree with.
oh and when I pray for his happiness I pray that we will be filled with happiness together lol but he doesn't need to know my prayer details. Now I need to make some friends. Any suggestions on how? I'm very shy, have no confidence to talk to ppl..