I see so many similarities between your situation and mine. It's the not knowing that hurts. You try so hard and yet feel so lonely in your own home. I honestly feel that it would be so much easier for me if my W would just tell me she wanted out and was leaving. I feel like I could deal with things then.
My journey is just starting and I wanted you to know that I look up to you. You have worked so hard to make things better for your family.
I actually feel a little embarrassed that I'm feeling like I should be seeing better results after 8 weeks.
Take care, I'll be following along and I hope everything works out!