I truly appreciate the sermon. I know where you are coming from and I am starting to understand how alcohol is impacting me. The plan is for me to get to where you are, only drink it on occasion and socially, and to minimize it to a limited number. I am going to begin working on being conscious of it.
Our situations are in fact similar and we are not that far apart in age, our Ws are of the same age.
I am working on letting it go, day after day. Some of the things that she has said to me since this all happened, her actions, from the flirting to her intentionally saying things to hurt me, all cause a bit of anger. I know she is hurting too, and has been latching out in some ways, I am being understanding of that. I need to start focusing on my goals again, and reach for the moon.
It really makes me happy to hear from you and get your support. As always, I will be praying for you and your family. God bless
M: 34 W: 33 S: 7 S: 14 months BD: 6/2015 Separation: 6/2015 Back and Forth between Home and Moms
