This is soo encouraging, there's a different Solo posting now and he's doing soo much better.
You are doing the right things for you, keep them up and your belief in yourself will continue to rise and your perception of your sitch will change, all for the good of Solo.
You are really motivating me as like you I can see our parallels.
- Nobody has ever learnt anything important from happiness and success; problems make us grow - Consult your plan, not your feelings - If you haven't set goals, how can you expect to achieve anything?