I'm sure I am grasping at straws. I have to figure out how to get the best me to come out. I used to be confident and happy. I turned into grumpy pudding. I am not nearly as grumpy now, but confidence isn't there, and I am working on being happy. I am still optimistic, maybe too much so. My mind is in "as if" mode, because I believe we will be together again. Just have to work the steps to get there.
35 3 boys Not my circus, not my monkeys anymore....
