have i been making mistakes too long part 6

[tkdmme]

Thanks roiste,

At this point advise is welcome but not necessary. It just makes me feel better that some one is reading my posts. I have read up on yours as well and like you I have limited advise. Sandi posted not long ago that I could get off the roller coaster any time I wanted but this ,like everything else, is easier said than done.

I just feel like the W has opened my eyes to some things and that I could be the H and father that im supposed to be. I am getting closer and closer with my kids. We have been alone together a lot since this all started. However I feel like she is robbing me of the chance to fully be the father I could be. If the D happens I will be forced to be a part time dad and that scares me.

At the end of this you and I both will be better people and our next R will benefit from this chaos. I have never felt so alone in my life but I thank God for waking me up. I just seems that this will never end.

Again thank you for your reply.