Thank you for passing by Mutatio, it is always a welcomed surprise.

Good morning Fam,

This morning I woke up angry and not much motivated. My wife is at a business conference for the next few days, I am watching the kids. While away she parties and has lots of dinners, don't know if entertaining anyone, and I try not to let it get to me. I ended up drinking a bit more than I have in the past few weeks, and feel there is a correlation with my anger and the drinking (definitely need to be conscious of this, and work on it). I have been working through the irritability and anger all morning and finally getting to a good place. I don't know if there is resentment in the fact that she is over there having a good time or if its just the fact that we are were we are in our R. Seriously need to look deeper into this.

I have began my mornings pretty much the same as always, tried to do some calisthenics, only able to do a few because I needed to make sure the kids were ready, our babysitter needed the day off, so I had to make other arrangements for care. I need to continue to work on myself, I am not too happy about where I am in my life at this point. I will continue to work on my PMA.

Today's PMA

Quote of the day:

“Letting go gives us freedom, and freedom is the only condition for happiness. If, in our heart, we still cling to anything - anger, anxiety, or possessions - we cannot be free.” - Thích Nhất Hạnh, The Heart of the Buddha's Teaching

Video of the day:

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7iaLQZ73ujQ&index=6&list=PLuVtpNlFp_vI7p3b2UQhfsCu211DuOk92

Good wishes for all of you, and lets get through this together.


M: 34 W: 33
S: 7
S: 14 months
BD: 6/2015
Separation: 6/2015
Back and Forth between Home and Moms