I read your reply Post to me before heading. I kept on thinking should I power check wife with the questions Vapo presented.
I was up the ball fields since 10am. Didn't leave to around 2:30pm. It was hot around 90 degrees. Anyway, wife was on the hilltop in the shade for most on our 9 year old's game while I was in our usual area nearest the dugout of our boy. Chillin with the prime seats.
Well game ended...packed up, Greeted Son and walked over to wife and other two Sons. While on the hilltop I started drifting into or honestly was going to engage with intense eye contact to try and seduce her and see what the answer to Vapo's questions would be. Then I though that' not fair. But now I'm thinking I should of did it.
There's got to be a time where she and I can sit down and just talk things out. What happened, how we feel, Support each other, and then respect where each other is at and wants to go and then that's that for now.
We don't even know what is what and our kids are having to deal with it at their young ages of 9,6,2!
Shame on me for my part in this!!!!
Statement to my boys:
My Dear boys. Each of you are a gift from Heaven. Once I knew you were in Mommy's tummy I loved you with all my heart.
As Daddy sits here writing this to you three, I am I'm dying inside. Ahh my boys, I hurt because I love you and because you are hurting.
Boy's your Mom is the most beautiful woman in the world and I love her. I know you all love her too. You Should, she's so amazing,loving,kind,and sweet.
Oh my sweet sweet boys, you three have made us so, so Happy. You boys are so fun, and so, so beautiful. "Thank You" for being Mommy's and Daddy's blessings, Happiness, and life.
