Thanks az. I am slowly working on me. Hanging out with friends, helping family on their farm. Learning new things, I drove a semi this weekend which is something I never would have expected.
Seems to me that I really need to just shut up when I am around her. If I'm not talking too much, maybe I won't screw up so much. I am still very comfortable talking to her, too comfortable for the current sitch.
I will start rereading DR again tomorrow.
35 3 boys Not my circus, not my monkeys anymore....