Hi LMS, so sorry to read your story. It's great that you are posting on other people's threads, but you will get a lot more personalized help and responses if you start your own thread. Click on the "For Newcomers" link above, and then "New topic"
Hang in there!
Linda
Me 65, Ex 64 M 38 y 2 adult S, 4 G-Kids MLC 11/07 BD 12/09 D 3/14 Dating nice guy 7/14 Engaged to nice guy 12/17