WAH, in the thick of divorce (pt 3)

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Journaling - I feel all progress has stopped. The death of my dog really shook me and I have stopped to grieve her. I feel like I am back to day one of BD and I know what I need to do to move forward. All GAL activities have stopped and I do not like that at all. Next week my focus needs to be GAL and picking back up on my Pilates routine. I have been thinking about H way too much since getting home from vacation. It puts me in such a funk when I think about what I miss and "what if...". Come on girl, pull yourself together! You've got this!

H did call me the other night 3 times to ask if he should give S Ibuprofen or Acetaminophen, really? He brought up that he bought some books on Amazon about 4 year olds behavior and children going through divorce. He said he would let me read them when he was done with them. I am so shocked by him taking this initiative.

Anyway, just journaling some things today since I really need to get back into DB'ing and get out of this slump. Anyone else experience a low 5 months in or so? I feel like I have run out of steam.