How do you " move on" from the only thing you want out of life? I am struggling right now, because I could be sitting with her right now at church, and I am second guessing myself.

I stopped by our house to grab a few things, and saw that she had a box of stuff that she had dug out of our hutch. It's just another little reminder of her trying to push me out of her future.

Feeling very down today


35
3 boys
Not my circus, not my monkeys anymore....