LMS, I would be lying if I said I was fully detached. I still feel sad and lonely knowing he has someone every day to text and just say the little things when I don't.
Like you despite people telling me to let him go, I am the better person etc, I still see his positives. Don't be hard on yourself dear LMS.
I just spoke to DS and it took a lot to not respond when he said Dad said you will buy me ...... as a JOINT Christmas present. One day, I spent months in anxiety and pain thinking about what he was doing.
It does get easier, but it doesn't feel like that today, it will in time.
Take care and big hugs!
Both 47 M 20 T25 S 18 EA July 11- Jan 12. ILYBNILWY Oct EA April 13 -July 13 Move to work abroad Sept 14 re establish contact with OW while away D bomb 22/12/14 D filed papers served 17/03/15
