Barb, Please travel safely to your father's bedside. I hope that he's okay and he'll make a full recovery and live many more years.
I'm also sorry to hear about Ryan. I do hope he's feeling better now.
Sounds like the SunFun Cottages has been fun this year. Did you have better renters? I hope so. As for the Seadoo, you got a great deal on it!
Now, what about you? How are you feeling these days?
Sit quietly, the answers will reveal themselves when you least expect them to. The past is gone, the present is a gift and you need to focus on today, allow the future to reveal itself when it is ready.