Wasn't able to sleep at all before shift. Called out. I'm a wreck physically, emotionally, mentally, spiritually.

I don't think I can take care of anyone, not even my kids, let alone sick critical care patients.

Any advice on how to get thru the night?

M 43 H 48
M 19y T 20y
D 14
S 12
H returned home from out of country 8/8/15
BD 8/11/15
EA Began end of June/beginning of July 2015; ongoing
PA H denies
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