Confused newbie

[dday]

I just heard part of a Kenny Chesney song, save it for a rainy day... I am gonna go back and listen to it again. Seemed fitting right now. I do believe in signs, and I saw the preacher that married us last week, for the first time since he married us. I turned on the tv, and it said Don't give up, in bug black letters. I believe we will be together again. But if not, I will be in a better place with myself regardless