Last night I suggested meeting her and her running group (same people who are going away next week) for lunch as she was on a run, she agreed.
Got a text this morning to say they were not stopping for lunch I decided to ride over anyway to greet her on the finish line, she seemed happy and I didn't linger but was good to see the group again before they go and my fears have abated.
She has suggest just the 2 of us to go to an open air concert tomorrow which I agreed to.
Tonight however she has gone to a gathering of a friend of where she was staying but said she won't be late (he is gay)
Today nobody would have known any difference (apart from me doing my fair proportion of chores and having no alcohol).
I'm hoping with time the sexual desire will return I have started to diet well rather continue eating less as my appetite dropped when the BD.
I broke a rule as she was talking about talking a day off work in January to go to a wedding I said did she want me to come and she didn't say no!
Some one once told me if you have trust and no money worries you'd never need to argue trust me we are not rich but that was why I felt we never argued .
I see where I have let her down I hope it's too late to fix.
