Disgusted Stay at Home Daddy

[Flight]

I know what you are going through. Those images are hard to get out of your head. But you CAN do it. Everything starts with a thought and your thoughts create your emotions. You are in control of your thoughts and what you make them mean. The good things is she says she needs help. If she means it, and you can forgive her, there may still be hope for you. I am not a counselor, but she seems to have some issues related to self-esteem and possibly sex addiction. The big thing is for her to get help. If you are willing to help her, you may be able to support her through this. That is going to be a tough choice for you.