Thanks Cristy and rdken. The support is appreciated, it really is.
Had it rough yesterday and today. I am flourishing at work somehow, but dying inside. I miss my family and slipped again by telling my wife so. Her response was "I'm sorry". I was like blank, what the blank did I just do by showing weakness?
Anyway, the Season is changing and the surroundings and activities outside just keep on occurring. I feel like I'm in a bubble looking out into the world and just existing and nobody cares about me.
I'm tired, I'm scared, I'm mad, I'm lost!!!
What the hell have I done? Why is wife not even trying to get back together? Why is this happening? What should I do?
