Confused newbie

[dday]

I saw her again this afternoon while I was moving more of my stuff. She told me that the reason she wants out of the M is that I have hurt her too many times, and she won't allow herself to be hurt again. (Years ago, I drank while depressed, and we would get into 2 arguments a year. Her estimate, not mine.) She said that I waited until she checked out, before I got better. I told her that when she found the girl I married, I want to see her. Until then, I don't want to be just friends. Back to LRT, and working on detaching