So today my mind is all messed up and all over the place. I had a dream last night about XF and another man having his way with her... I can't get those images out of my head. I'm ok, it's just bothersome. Was that dream telling me something? I know if me and her don't R it gonna happen.(if it already hasn't) She is a very attractive girl. 5' 4", 105 pounds... There are men out there that would kill for a night with her! Oh well, moving ahead with my day and trying to let these thoughts behind


Me 34, XF 27
Many years together
Son 4
Engaged
Not engaged
Many false starts by XF
7/16 new girlfriend comes into my life
2/17 girlfriend moves in my home