Im sure everyone on here is tired of my crap by now. This might be the final post. I have my closure.
OM has been ignoring her, and she has been hurt by it. She wants him. She just wants to be my friend. I realize that Id rather see her happy than feel like she has settled for me.
I called him and asked him to talk to her. Told him that it was too hard to have her crying on my shoulder for losing him. I feel like a weight has been lifted off me. I honestly don't care no more. They can have each other, and hopefully be happy.
Im going to finish school. Its been a long time coming. I cant just be an option. I gotta move all the way on now. It hurts to let go, but it hurts worse to see how she clearly feels about him. I cant keep loving her like I do, if she don't want me, and ONLY me.
THank you all for helping me through this terrible time.
