Journal:

This whole week, W has reached out to me to have lunch with me. It has been trying for me, but I wouldn't change that part of it. I have remained steady and tend to just hang out with her. I listen to her a lot. She told me that she wants to fix things with me. She sees that as the best choice. Doesn't love OM. He is a band-aid. Still lives there, so I take it all with a grain of salt. Was nice to hear though.

Days are not moving quickly enough.


M: 38 W: 37
T: 20 M: 19
Kids: Stepson?20, S19, S16, D12
BD: 02/19/2015 (She moved out)
PA Confirmed: 02/22/2015 (She is now living with OM)
Dazed and confused: 09/13/2015