I guess I am looking for the "loss" that triggers her to reconsider her actions, and the birth that Sandy talks about. I need the GAL to prove to myself that I am a good person that deserves to be happy. Maybe that can help me with the rules in the 37 that I am having trouble with.

I am trying to do these things for myself, my boys, and whatever future R I am a part of. Still want to save the one I have with the W I used to know.

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3 boys
Not my circus, not my monkeys anymore....