Sotto No haven here. I have a very small room at my dad's that all my boxes and clothes are in and we are sleeping in the camper in his front yard when he is not using it and in the house on air mattresses when he is. D8 is loving sleeping in the camper. I am excited to try to rebuild a healthy R with my dad and grandma. As you all know my dad and do not have any kind of a relationship. It also makes me happy to see him trying to build a R with my daughter. I am still very leary of trusting him when he says he will take her and do stuff and what not because that is just not who he is to me. I was also a little weirded out when he gave me a half hug the other day. My dad never hugged us never helped us nothing. He even gave me gas money. It was weird. I worry about his drinking infront of D but he seems to only have a few a night and most of the time its right before bed. I can not put pictures up or anything because he is actually in the middle of remodling but at least it is out of that chaos. I will get it all figured out. Right now I am focused on paying off my credit card and my judgement from the Dr's office so I can improve my credit. I do not have to pay anything to live here so pay those off then save save save.


M:34
D:12