Still no expectations here but another good encounter with H tonight. He hung around for 30 minutes just talking. I gave him 100% of my attention and made eye contact, a big step for me. I think I was always distracted by S4 when we were together. It is so nice to not have the tention and hate between us. It wasn't a fake encounter to just be polite. It felt real maybe we are both starting to let go. I don't know. I'm just journaling what has changed.
Me:33 H:36 T:13 years M:10 years S4 Separated 05/15 H Filed 06/15
