I appreciate the encouragement. Gosh all I know is that my wife and I can make this work, but she is being guided and I can't help it so I don't even bother.
I know if she tried to open up she will give this another chance. I just can't break those walls down even with DB (although I have been slipping many times).
I don't want love another woman, I want my family to be whole again. I just ask God to do his Will and that it includes my petitions for my family unit to be restored and we are all happy again.
Sometimes I just want a hug to know everything will be ok.
