... Although I don't think it's complete on his part yet either or he would have pushed more.
Exactly Beckyb, so stop the mind reading and analysing and enjoy your life. As Asitis says above your M is over (you are admitting that too) and something may happen later, no one knows, but taking things at whatever pace the day brings is fine. Why only you are paying the bills I don't understand, why isn't he taking any responsibility for the upkeep of the house, just because he moved out doesn't mean his responsibility for it?
What is the next thing you are doing that's purely for you? Recently, you've been to see friends, had a soirée at your house, what's next? Plan something if you haven't got anything, you need a distraction.
- Nobody has ever learnt anything important from happiness and success; problems make us grow - Consult your plan, not your feelings - If you haven't set goals, how can you expect to achieve anything?
