Strongr: Just be the best man and father you can be. That's all. You are a loving husband and father; that comes through your posts all the time. Be gentle with yourself.

I find admitting to myself that I don't know what to do keeps me on the right track to living my life. So I don't know everything right now! Who says I have to?

It's okay to feel conflicted and miss your family. Not pleasant, but okay. Keep posting, venting here helps.

Buttercup

Me 50 H 51
M 17 T 20
D16
H EA Feb 2014
BD Sept 2015
H moved out Nov 2015
W Filed D papers Mar 2016