Glad your playing went well last night. Sounds like it's a good activity for you to do.

"I just know in my heart that she is going to take all she can from me"

It's best not to wind yourself up with thoughts like this. You start to think it is 'real' but it is only a thought. Who knows what she will do? The best approach is to calmly seek advice and understand how this process works and protect yourself just in case. But there's no need to think the worst. Just plan and have it covered.

In terms of how you are feeling, have you tried meditation or yoga? Many posters have found the Headspace app helpful and there's a free trial you could have a go at. One of the big challenges in the early days is to just wind things down a bit and settle those frayed nerves.

Hope you have a great weekend with your folks!

T 13 M 7
Me 48 H 46
SS 15
BD 7.14 PA
D final 5.16 (H filed)

We receive & we lose, and must try to achieve gratitude & embrace with whole hearts whatever of life that remains after the losses - Dubus