Thanks Az. Chasing her is 'more of the same', cheese less tunnel. I really enjoy talking to her, even through this mess. I think that is why I have trouble doing nothing. You are right that she needs to figure this out for herself. I know that, but I have trouble between my brain and my heart right now.
That would be my 180, if I can stick with letting her make the first contact, and not pushing her. One day at a time. Sometimes, 1 hour at a time. I am still working on me, and I need to be happy again. I am slowly getting there.
Patience is a virtue that I have always struggled with.
35 3 boys Not my circus, not my monkeys anymore....
