Today I have a meeting with my L in preparation for tomorrow's first collaborative 5-way. I still have no idea what I'm doing, I really don't. I have seen the agenda, I have read everything my L has given me, and I still don't have a grasp of all the things that need to be addressed. I guess that's where the Ls and experts come in, they have done this before and that's why they are getting paid. Maybe I'm overthinking this, I'm a pretty smart girl, I'm not sure why this is not clicking with me. Ask me to produce a financial statement, speak at a retreat, open a book store, or plan a 3-day convention. Those I understand. D? Not so much.
