Apparently OM broke his phone so they couldn't talk like usual. So she was around me more , and I wound up pursuing worse than usual. We ended up attempting to have sex(I say attempt because after a week and a half it was over fast for me )
I spent the rest of the night apologizing and telling her how embarrassed I was (I was pathetic in hind sight) and to make matters worse I snooped this morning(I know "Bad SORGAN" lol) only to realize that we only probably had sex because they were dirty talking all day making her horny for him(Not sure if that's why or not, but that's how ny mind works)
She got mad at me before she went to bed saying I am controlling her again, and trying to make her feel guilty and make her spend time with me. I am so mad at myself for continually shooting myself in the foot so consistently.
