Sounds strange apart from sex (which I didn't realise) the marriage was good we never argued and I thought I was very lucky to have a good marriage.
She has always been the boss and if she wanted to do something then she would regardless of my feelings. She has got into running so she does go out more ( I am confident not see to OM) and perhaps looking in our lives have slightly drifted on our paths.
Last night was hard I actually felt more alone than when theBD as she was only next door I've always made a coffee in the morning and bought it up before going to work I asked if she wanted one the morning and she said no, that hurt -silly eh?
Don't know how to play the next few days struggling with work but if I'm home I struggle there too.
