Need a fresh start...but he's still here

[lost18]

Hi guys, thanks as always for checking on me.

Things are still positive however I'm not sure they are moving forward, or maybe they are just very, very slowly.

We are doing things together and enjoying ourselves but still do much apart (which I'm not complaining about!) We do not talk about our relationship at all but he does talk about the future. For example, he is released for light duty at work and is hoping to go back overseas (if possible). It is not what I want, or his kids and I did tell him that. He said something along the lines of he knows that BUT just think of what WE can do financially. So some things will never change I guess.

The closest we got to talking about our relationship is his commenting/asking me if I remember him saying he just needed a break (from overseas) about a month prior to him coming home. I said "you weren't exactly talking to me then" and he said "oh, that's right."

So, still a lot of work to be done. Things that I need that eventually will have to be addressed. But for now lots and lots of patience.

Also, found a list of GAL activities I wanted to do and haven't, so I think I need to pick at least one and get on it!

To answer your question RAI I have not run in quite a while and my body and clothes definitely feel it, so when I get back from my short trip north for my dad's 80th it is time to get focused.