I do have to say as I am feeling better releasing control and knowing I am responsible for me and my children only I still find myself being polite and considerate to her as we are in the same house. I do feel I am disconnecting from her but being a good person. A weird kind of peace. I still get caught up at moments and miss her terribly and miss our family together but they pass easier. I still desire the same thing but I know there is nothing I can do at the moment. Don't get m wrong I still believe there is a large part of me doing the detaching and distancing with a hope for a result. I am also aware this may not be true detachment but it is where I am.
I would love some more advice on methods or actions I should be taking to possibly get attention. I may just not be patient enough and probably will take just continue what I am doing but have to ask. It could be all in my head but I do feel she is acting a bit different. It will not phase me though as I know we are still moving forward with the separation.
I am doing ok today and thankful. Anyone have any other good books I should get into?
M 37 W 34
T 12 M 8 D 7 S 4
Need break 4/12/15 W no ring 7/7/15
Separate room 4/12/15 Separate living suggested 8/15 W moved out 11/1/15
