My intention is NOT to hurt your feelings, but I want to ask you a few hard questions.
-Did you marry this guy thinking you could change him?
-Are you horribly ugly and unsuitable for a decent guy?
-Do you like abuse?
-Why were you attracted to this guy in the first place?
I despise divorce, but I have 28+ years invested in a marriage, that was at least acceptably functional in the beginning. Has your relationship ever been what OTHER people would consider as functional?
I am not trying to be mean. What I want to do is to get you to ask yourself the hard questions and answer them in short order. You also need to take immediate action based on your decisions. All talk of guns and violence has to stop immediately, even if you are only saying those things because you are upset. Desperate people are capable of desperate actions.
If what you write is true, then I think that you need to distance yourself from your husband asap.
Do understand that this is just my opinion, you have to decide what is right for you.
-NOPkins-
I will ferret out an affair at any opportunity.
-An affair is the embodiment of entitlement, fueled by resentment and lack of respect. -An infidel will remain unreachable so long as their sense of entitlement exceeds their ability to reason.
