you just don't let up. As if you are pushing him away so you could say that you were right all along about him.
WOULD YOU RATHER BE RIGHT OR MARRIED?
You cannot hang on his ass 24/7 and watch every move he makes because it will drive you nuts or it will drive him nuts.
You really do need to forgive him because FORGIVENESS IS FOR YOUR BENEFIT, NOT HIS. And no, he is not "getting away with it". Frankly if you do not forgive him, you might as well start packing and filing for D. You cannot NOT forgive him and stay married. No way in hell.
Make no mistake, there is a lot of hard work in front of both of you that will really test your love. And no, he cannot hand you his nuts in apology, because then he will have lost your respect.
FORGIVE!
LOVE!
LIVE!
And for god's sake, quit acting like a spoiled brat. Get with the program or file for D.