I see your point Sotto. I like going to church as a family, BUT, I do not want that to reinforce the idea that she can have me when she wants me and not have the M. That leads to my confusion.
Another topic: Last Friday, I told her that there is nothing in our relationship that cannot be fixed. Her response was "I know". That hurts. She knows that it is fixable, she just doesnt want to.
When I rented the house, she seemed upset that I couldn't get a shorter lease than what I had to sign. Not sure why it mattered to her if she is "done".
She talks in circles now. I am not even sure that she knows what she is doing.
Day 3 of LRT
35 3 boys Not my circus, not my monkeys anymore....
