Had to have stress test this morning...Don't think it went too well. Blood pressure spiked and heart started skipping beats, so they stopped the test.

I'm so sad right now....he is in so much denial! I keep wondering HOW he can do this. The man I married was so sweet and caring. This one keeps saying I'm not sick - I'm making it up. What?!?

Not a very good day....


Me: 48 H: 50 - Married 21 - 3-S: 29,19,19 2-D: 27,26
BD: 08/2015 - D filed & OW disc: 09/2015

"Surrender to What Is, Let Go of What Was, Have Faith in What Will Be." -S Ricotti