Yeah, I guess I put too much emphasis on the little bit of hope I cling onto. I mean looking at my situation, it would be a long long road back to a "happy home". Is it my dream? Yes! There have just been so many bridges burned by her, it would be tough.

I also would have my work cut out for me. Most of my bridges that would need repaired would require a little help from her. I have cut nobody out of my life, or involved anybody to a point that I would sway thier views. On the other hand a few people have been told half truths about me and look at me as the guilty party for everything. They have done nothing but trash my name around town. It hurts but I walk tall, knowing I did and am still trying to do the right thing. Thier opinions don't matter to me,I think it could be a snag in R with XF because she would have to back peddle on things that were said so she didn't look stupid for coming back.

Oh well, now I'm rambling about nothing so I'll get my hind end back to work


Me 34, XF 27
Many years together
Son 4
Engaged
Not engaged
Many false starts by XF
7/16 new girlfriend comes into my life
2/17 girlfriend moves in my home