Diana- I have no good advice for you or secrets to divulge to make things easier. Please know that you're not alone! This is a painful struggle; it's ugly, hurtful, messy, and unnecessarily inconvenient! You WILL get through this! You WILL be better when you come out of this!
Hang in there!
Me:46 H:42 T:7 M:5 MD(H SD):24 MS(H SS):19 MS(H SS):13 Separated on & off most of '15 WAH last left 8/15 WAH changed locks & Bank account of joint business 8/15
