Yes the situations do sound very similar. As a matter of fact when i read DR I thought someone had been writing down my life!. So many stories here are the same. I am slowly getting over the fact that what she told me was wrong in the R about being all my fault. I have taken note to what she has siad agreed with some things and worked to fix them. I have, i will always be working on them as well. I do know this these things should not end a marriage and that happeneing is not all my fault. I do believe she is looking for something more in her life whether it be another person or circumstances. either way i am taking the blame for her wanting something more and thinking she can not have it with me. I can not do anything about that. belive me i have tried!
Now i am just trying to manage the pain, keep reminding myself i can only control me, no matter what i approach her with it will not change her thought process, I need to protect myself and my children, I am a very successful person and will continue to be, there are many things in life i still want and will do, i deserve to be loved as well, and want to be a better all around person to all people.
In the midst of all of this, yes, I still have hope. I am trusting God to help me. no matter the outcome. I have asked to forgiven of my sins and how i may have made her feel in the past. I have asked that i just keep having strength and i have asked him to touch her heart in anyway possible. But I can not make that happen it just has to on its own.
Hopefully i can stay up like this through the day!
M 37 W 34
T 12 M 8 D 7 S 4
Need break 4/12/15 W no ring 7/7/15
Separate room 4/12/15 Separate living suggested 8/15 W moved out 11/1/15
