Have i been making mistakes too long part 5

[tkdmme]

Feeling pretty bad today. I didn't sleep well. I had another dream where she was avoiding me and I was chasing after her. Not much fife rent than reality. It just feels like my life is over. I 2ish things were different. This stupid roller coaster keeps going and I'm begging it to stop.

We haven't had any r talks other than when she broke into my phone last week. I think I handled it well but I'm constantly second guessing my actions. This is the worst feeling ever. Things are not changing fast enough for me.