ILYNILWY and it's done? Gift of 1 month

[Butterc]

Today is not a good day. That said, it can get better.

I am really hating this rollercoaster from hell. I want to get off, I want to wake up from this nightmare.

Just driving in the car this morning, one of our favorite bands comes on and I get all nostalgic.

I'm trying to take one day at a time, even 1 hour at a time.

I've read DR and half of DB. I've put energy into GAL. I've detached. I've set boundaries. I exercise the patience treadmill daily.

All well and good. Then I have a moment to take a deep breath and fall into that bottomless pit that used to be my heart.

So grateful for my friends and their prayers. Grateful for the kindred spirits on these boards. Grateful for my therapists and coaches.

Just needed to vent, today.