I want to tell her that if and when she finds herself, to let me know. I want the real her to grab our rings and come find me. Nothing is irreparable that we have been through. She just had to want it again. That's on her.
Meanwhile, I am still in counseling and trying to be the best me that I can be. I have been able to smile and laugh more the last couple days. It's a start!
35 3 boys Not my circus, not my monkeys anymore....
