Friday, she cried in the lawyers office, saying she doesn't want me to feel like I am getting screwed over. I told her that I felt like she has been leading me on, and manipulating me. She has been so much nicer and closer to me after she filed. She said that she feels like we can still be friends. Says that she knows she could tell me anytgimg, because we have always been so close. Said she knows we could work things out, but she has no feelings for me that way. Said that she was tired of living a lie. We have 3 little boys, and moved to a big farmhouse 2 years ago. Said she hasn't been happy in years. Wish she would have told me that she felt that way.

Sorry to repeat myself, just venting mostly.

I am giving her what she has asked for though, she wanted to know what life would be like if we divorced, so here goes...


35
3 boys
Not my circus, not my monkeys anymore....