So sorry to see you here! And your health issues makes it that much harder.
A few things I can think of that could help: Speak to a L to find out if H can actually cut you off financially - I doubt he can. Also, try to find some free meditations online, they can help amazingly with blood pressure. You can also try to see if there are any reflexology students in your area who need to complete their school, they will have free treatments available, and you might be amazed at the results...
M 16 yrs, WH62, P54 3 adult blended kids EA 11/13, BD1 6/14 PA fall 14, BD2 2/15 Piecing 2015, BD3 12/15 Separated 4/16 WH moved OW in 5/16 Divorced 6/15/17
