Day 2 of dark. Felt better most of the day, until I came home to thus rental place. Emotions are all over the place. Biggest "revelation" is that I really have no idea who the person is that is inside my wife's body. She looks the same, and there are occasional flashes of the girl I married... but most of the time it is this stranger. Sandy is right about that, she is not the woman I fell for 14 years ago. Maybe the kids becoming more self sufficient has something to do with her having lost herself? I don't know.
But, I feel that very little contact is the right thing to do. It is definately a 180. And she said that if her feelings changed, she would stop the D. If not, I think it will help me to detach...
Always open to advice!
35 3 boys Not my circus, not my monkeys anymore....
